原来那种缘份真的存在。
那个你以为再也见不到的人。
忽然就出现了。
就在你面前走过。
而你却不知道该做什么。
原本只想碰碰运气看能不能见你一面。
或许今天运气还不错，所以上天就让我见到了你。
好喜欢那种感觉哦。
那种忽然遇见的感觉。
好像当初爱上你之后的那种感觉。
算了。
别想了。
我爱的就在我眼前。
更何况，这就是人生。
有些人就只能当朋友，不能当恋人。
就算你们拥有再多的缘分也好。
也只能当朋友。
永远的朋友。

you.

Every time I saw you, always bring back of all the memories that we had been through. What should I do. Especially last night, I never thought that we will call me. Actually I saw you. But..I choose to run away, but still, you call my name from the back :) I never thought that I can hear you call my name again :) For so long :)

Can you be trusted?

Simple Day.
今天发生的事，我不会当面告诉你我的感受。
就让你自己察觉发觉。
我不敢多说，因为我知道我对你说过我不会太管你。
但希望你不要太过分。
我不闻不问不是因为我不关心。
而是因为我知道我关心我知道得越多，
痛苦伤心的是我自己。
希望你能了解与谅解。
我只是在保护我自己。
我不说，不表示我不知道。
我知道你以为我不知道的事。
我不会刻意告诉你说我知道。
我不会问起关于你的过去。
每个人都有过去，我也有。
若你坚持要说，我不会反对。
只不过，我会听了就算。
不会把它当成一回事。
我知道若你要说，你自然会告诉我。
无需我刻意去问。
你的过去我来不及参与，
但希望能全程参与你的未来。
这，是我永远对你说不出口的。

25th of May, 2013

Welcome back, single life! :)
There's many things was unexpected, include of the relationship of me and you.
I felt sorry for everything.
Sorry for hurting you.
Sorry for everything.
I'm really really sorry about it.
Hope you can forgive me.
I just need some own spaces and time.
This is fate.
If you're mine, I'll be ypurs again someday :)
But since everything had happened, just let it be.
Do not beg with me.
Just let it be.
I'm always happy even without you,
cuz..I have a group of friends who cheers me up all the time.
Thanks guys, especially Steph, my babe :*

Brand New.

Brand New Life.
Wake up in the early morning.
Prepared everything.
Out on the early morning.
Went to college face a group of strangers who used to be in the same class.
It's scary.
Don't know what to do and what should do.
Wish everything is alright.

*INTI.

sad.

Wish to get a text from you. I miss the moment we use to text and talk at the night. Everything happened too suddenly. I don't even ready yet. But then when I had ready for it, you say wanna stop it. It makes me crazy. You say you won't find or text me anymore. If yes, don't even care what happened also dont reply or answer your call. What if I had really serious dangerous things was happened? Curious about it. Will you don't even care me too? I know you just don't want me hurt him. You say you can understand the feel.I guess. She did it before and that's why you'll lnow how it actualoy feels like. But if he know is just friend chat sure is not a problem. But we are not only text. The last call. I will always remember it. I won't forget about it. I promise. I will always remember how your sound is. I.miss.you.dear.
Still remember this? We must say it to each other every single night before sleep.
How sweet are we that time..
enough.
I know I can't think about it anymore.

心烦。

I thought I can't found back the smile on my face anymore, 

but..actually I can.

But the only problem is..

only when text with you.

Only when text with you, 

I can felt myself is happier likes before.

Likes we are still couple.

You know I'm angry but trying to make me happy.

I miss the moment when you used to make me laugh,

make me happy,

make me forget about we are not couple.

我忽然才发现其实，

你对我的好，

并比不上他。

我知道一切都太迟了。

所以我会尽量保持着，

我们现在这种特殊的关系。
你对我说，

你很想我。

想念我们以前有多开心，快乐。

对啦，

那时候我确实说过我会等你，

很多事情都会变啊。

你现在说成这样。

弄得我好像回到那时候。

回到你还没和她在一起的时候。

回到我还没和她在一起的时候。

那我们现在会不会还是情侣？

好迷惑。